congratulations

i'm quite in love with eisley's new album "room noises". despite my disappointment that they changed the song "telescope eyes" up a bit (the tempo, mainly), i am growing very fond of the album as a whole. there is something about the band that intrigues me. their melodies are so...enchanting. when i listen to their music, i feel like i'm reading a book. i'm engrossed. [Note: by no means do i mean that i don't like "telescope eyes"... i only meant that i liked the song alot more on the Laughing City EP]

i'm in sort of a weird mood. like... i can't explain it. i'm not unhappy whatsoever. i'm just sort of... supremely passive. i feel disconnected in a sense.


costa rica. we leave thursday. almost too soon. not that i'm not excited, because i am. i just don't know if i'm prepared mentally and spritually. and i know that once i get there, memories from the philippines are going to hit me like a tidal wave. i wouldn't be surprised if i was knocked half-way down the mountain.

on a more unpleasant note, i have alot to do tonight. i have a gigantic spanish map test to study for. a gigantic anatomy quiz to study for. a gigantic geometry review sheet to complete. and something else, i just can't put my finger on it.

.... with all of these things to do, somehow i feel that blogging outweighs everything else on the scale of importance. haha. i'm dumb.

what on earth.

well, all of my plans for tonight have completely shipwrecked. it turns out that i am certainly not destined to leave the house, for some reason or another. i guess i'll find that reason out soon enough. i got so far as 5 minutes down the road then have someone tell me that i wasn't welcome at the place i was going. so i turned around.

it's a little bit frustrating. but i'm over it. i'll just chill at home and much needed downtime.

but i really need to go to greenville tomorrow. i need to find some clothes terribly. if anyone will drive me...give me a call: 910-1707. thanks.

anyhow. that's it. i played 34 games of tennis today. i am ranked #3. and i am tired.

beginning again.

tonight marks the beginning of more than one new thing.



none can i say will last through the week.



i hope they all do.








listen to: music