shine

i must admit that i've been doing awful lately. those who have been around me have surely noticed. however, every night must eventually become day - and it seems that i'm finally finding a way from my misery. God is simply amazing. i don't know how else to say it, except that He's reignited my love for Him. I know that struggles lay waiting ahead, but I feel like I am better prepared in approaching them. I'm not sure, but I do hope that there is noticeable difference in my life - or that I continue to strive for God's will for me.

anyhow, i need to shower. i feel ugly. more later.