Monday, January 10, 2005

tides of frustration

i had the sudden urge to write, so here i am, writing. i'm a bit frustrated at the moment. i'm incredibly eager to take my driving test [ultimately winning me an enviable license]. however, after i've finally cleared the hurdles of drivers ed, and waiting the 6 months of holding my learners permit, i'm not able to find a time to actually go in and take it. i know i should be patient and wait, but i've been waiting for half a year, and i'm ready to just.... get the blasted thing. grr.

i'm not doing too dapper in geometry. i scored a 68 on the first quiz of the year [laugh all you want.] i suppose i must become more relentless in studying than before. if you were to ask me which i preferred between geometry and algebra, i'd choose algebra hands down. i'm not sure why. it just seemed so much easier. the freshman are showing me up - and that's not a good feeling.

i feel like i'm turning into a big dirty mess. i'm not sure. let me know if someone else notices it.

my body has made a routine of its own. everyday after lunch, i feel awfully sick. i'm confident that it has nothing to do with what i eat, because many times i've eaten perfectly healthy food, and still felt dumpily. i wish i knew the cause...

i'm now going to take a shower, eat a meager selection of food for dinner, then do homework. i hope this finds everyone well.

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