foolish

i'm a fool. really, i am. i've fallen for the same thing over and over, and it's beginning to grow old. i'm not going to explain what i'm talking about, because sometimes being an open-book has its drawbacks.

i'm just tired of being like i am - but i can't seem to change. i don't know how.

i don't think i should open my mouth for a little while, and we'll see if things start to improve...