Sunday, August 29, 2004

another night slips away

i hate school so much. i can't even explain it. i hate alot of things tonight, actually. i hate the fact that i have a spanish map test tomorrow. i hate that i haven't studied. i hate that i have a soccer game on tuesday, and i hate that i'm going to be really nervous. in fact, i'm already nervous. so i hate that too.

anyways. i'm not having the best night, as you can tell. i am currently unhappy with school. but that may be because i'm tired, and am stressed out due to everything that is coming up in the next week. when i say 'everything', i mean schoolwork, and soccer games. and that's alot for me. for some reason, these first 2 soccer games are incredibly intimidating. i get pretty worked up over small things anyways, so it's no real surprise.

i'm also stressed out because i've been living at my grandparents house for the past 2-3 months with the rest of my family. not such a bad thing, except for the size of the house, and the fact that school is in session. not enough room whatsoever. my clothes are in an awful state, strewn throughout rooms, with no real place to go. i've lost several shirts and shorts since we've been here, and it makes me want to cry. we're supposed to move out in the next week. i'm praying for that day to come as soon as possible.

i'm being stripped from the computer, so i should wrap this up.

hmm. maybe stripped wasn't the correct word to describe my being removed from the chair. but it works. goodnight everyone.

enjoy yourselves.

1 comment:

sarah dean m. said...

Soccer and school sound burdensome, especially since you don't have a place to escape to in the house. Where are you planning on moving?

I am disappointed about the Sunny Blunder show.

Anyway, I'm praying for you and I hope this week turns out to be a pleasant surprise.